Sunday, November 5, 2017

A moment of hate...


A moment of hate...
It was just a regular morning
Kids laughing preparing for schools
People starting the day in hopes
Each with new desires and ambitions
A beautiful day that soon changed...
Destiny of many across the globe
A bomb of hatred dropped from skies
Deafened, killed and spread the fire
Sign of hatred...selfish desires
What fault lay in innocent lives
Lives ruined, families perished
Map of the country forever changed
Shocked the world...questions raised
Value of lives forever changed
Effects of hatred still linger on
Paying for it through generations now
Unborn lives pay painfully
Questioning the world about their faults
Moment of hate has left pug marks
Generations shall go by...can't erase
Future shall hang its head in shame
Learn the lessons of this hate
May this teach us lessons of love
Bring back moments of pride
Let hate not divide us all
We have just one life on the planet
Earth has given us unconditional
Let us return it with good gestures
Leave behind a beautiful world
Let Hiroshima be a painful lesson
A lone lesson of hate forever
A moment of hate...happens never ever.
(C)Ruchi Goyal

Paint of lies


Paint of lies 
Splattered all over 
Thick and thin coats 
Over rugged truths
Perhaps covered hurriedly 
Too afraid of being resisted
The truth often stays silent
Unaware at times
At times too shocked
And often unable to resist....
Buried under its own goodness.
The lies of paint smiles...evilly
Dances at times
Splashing its filth
Often times on others
Not realizing that some day
The pile of filth shall give way
As truth shall some say prevail
Push it's pure timid head
Through the layers of paints of lies
Cutting it down
Pushing it off to raise questions
That day the paint of lies
Shall have no answers
But shall pick its scraped pieces
And walk away learning the fact
That no matter what....
Truth always prevails.
(c) Ruchi Goyal
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Wednesday, November 1, 2017

You pinned me to a corner....


A poem written on bullying having witnessed it around. My tribute to those who went through it and go through it just because they choose to remain silent because of various reasons, one being holding their own dignity.....

You pinned me to a corner....
As I walked into the room
I feel eyes piercing my lean frame
Eyes down I walk, quiet and alone
Yet I see your glances exchange
As you stand with your gang
Sneering and jeering
Pinning my scared small frame.
Nervous and alone I shiver inside
As I know not what's my fault
I see you texting words far away
Perhaps false words and thoughts
Gossip and sinister plans
Made by an insecure evil mind.
I feel a culprit and doubt myself
Standing out like a sore thumb
Lose my confidence and so afraid
While you all laugh away.
There are eyes that watch you
Quiet and observant....noticing
Your ways and bullying openly
Feel my ache yet stay quiet
Support silently with dignity.
You think you can bring me down
Sadly it's your reality blaring bright
Just remember it's your day today
You think I'm vain and no good
You gang up against me no end
While I live in silence and solitude
I discover myself as I self connect
Better myself each and everyday
I learn not to hurt and gang up
I stand for more souls like me
Someday when tables turn
You shall see the pain I lived in
I shall not shun you like you did
Instead I shall see you through.
You pin me in the corner today
Higher from there I shall rise
Life's so unpredictable and surreal
I know some soulful day shall come
As morning sun shall rise
Where I stand today....
Tomorrow you shall pine.
@Ruchi Goyal

As I gaze at the sunset

As I gaze at the sunset
sitting alone by the window
watching the clouds go past
the shimmer of sun reflection
giving life itself to choppy waters.
I seek the skyline,
see the sun and shimmer
see no divide no difference.
I smile ....I realize
the power & love of the Sun.
So is true love in life,
it erases the line
between two hearts
that are meant to be.
The love you give
brightens my heart
gives me a reason to live
The light of love shines together
brightens our world
reflects & erases
the fine line that divides
and makes us two people.
Stay, give, brighten my world
the reflection is a sign
of my life itself.
@Rouchi6
Be the love to unite hearts and bring love , happiness and harmony around. Just as the bright sunshine erases the line that divides the sun and the sea, love can erase any line of divide.
@Ruchi Goyal

Wednesday, October 25, 2017

How often have we passed a statement


How often have we passed a statement
A careless comment...A final judgment 
Tossed in the air with just no care
Regardless of the state of affairs...
Passed perhaps as we are insecure
Or a hurried measure to show us off
Pull down someone who has perhaps
Put his all to where he stands
One careless, insecure comment
Changes often their public status
Others jeer and often join hands
Without finding reality that stands
Often forgotten their own shortcomings
Hasty enough to point others' faults
Change it does their life events
Facing loneliness and self confidence
Question they do their own defenses
Have we realized shoes they walk into
Step back and check your words
Bite your tongue if you must
Never pass a nasty judgment
Remember you might stand
Where he stands today defenseless
What you give comes around someday
Karma plays a game unbiased
Be so careful of words you utter
Stop, think, speak words of encouragement
Change lives with positive enrichment.
~17.7.17~ 
@Ruchi Goyal

Leap of faith is hard at times


Leap of faith is hard at times
Blindly you jump to believe and trust
Unknown forces lead the way
As you give your life reins away. 
When you find it hard to decide
Trust the forces that got you here
There is a reason for your being
A part you play by your living.
Some hard and some easy
Splashes of color in the greys
In all life is a palette, dont fret
Some you color rest surprise, don't sweat.
Take that leap of faith each day
Trust the forces and your strength
Life shall give what you're worth
Stand strong, learn lessons on this Earth.
@Ruchi Goyal

Sunday, October 22, 2017

Put your feet up and rest your soul


Put your feet up and rest your soul
If you know not, let someone lead 
Allow to be lead by trusting hands
Take a break, relax,feel freed. 
When life bashes in unknown ways
Breathless you are with fearful days
There is someone watching closely
Trust The Universe to give secretly.
Watch the skies dance between leaves
Let the drizzle soak your being
Let the hammock rock you gently
Let the seas sing you a lullaby.
Sip your tea and watch the world go by
Ride the waves and jump on the waves
Let the breeze blow in your hair
Smile and light up your face.
Trust those hands that love gently
Smell, breathe,sleep and laugh freely
Life takes its shares of tests and lessons
Yet gives when we surpass brilliantly.
Live life, smile bright....
you live life once
Love, live, laugh....
take that chance. 
@Ruchi Goyal

My silence 
I watch quietly at the ways of life
Observing silently at the games 
The power acquired 
The display of coldness and hatred
Stories of spite and lies
I smile at these vicious feelings...
Feeling a sense of calmness
Engulfing me at the space I live in
The bitter heart and hateful eyes
The words uttered silently....
Loud enough to be read by my soul
I smile again and pat my heart
Insecurity or is it a fight to feel good
Does it truly give peace
Or takes away even the sleep
Thoughts so vicious to play...
The games worse each day
The bitter heart bleeds much poison
I watch silently smiling...
Then sad at their bleeding hearts
And gossip that ruins karma...
I watch silently as that's true strength
My silence is no weakness but is the reason
They scream and talk foul
They know not perhaps....
My silence is the reason they swell
My silence protects their dark secrets
Or games played often
I watch as they build stories louder
Convincing themselves of lies they say
I rise higher...leaving the world so toxic
Choosing to walk away
Ask for peace for a bigger purpose
Refuse to be dragged into that world
Only brings sadness and unrest
They do their karma I do mine
One day in the court of justice
My silence shall serve its purpose.
@Ruchi Goyal

Sunday, October 15, 2017

Every once in a while....

Every once in a while....
Run around and go crazy
Every once in a while....
Laugh louder
Every once in a while....
Love and kiss like never before
Every once in a while....
Sleep a little longer
Every once in a while....
Binge on things you want
But.....wait....
Every once in a while....
Connect with yourself deeply
Every once in a while....
Be kind to yourself
Every once in a while....
Think what really mattered/ still does
Every once in a while....
Cry out your aches and pains
Every once in a while....
Disagree and say a no
Every once in a while....
Just let life pass by
Every once in a while....
Go silent
Every once in a while....
Breathe easy
Every once in a while...
Pick up your pieces and walk away
Every once in a while....
Introspect and smile one more time. ❤️


@Ruchi Goyal

Saturday, October 14, 2017

When going is tough each day


When going is tough each day
Life is hard to face each day
And unanswered questions each day
Close your eyes... go with the flow each day.
When mountains cross your path each day
Rains drench you each day
And rivers flood in each day
Close your eyes..go with the flow each day.
When mind is numb each day
Heart aches and pains each day
And soul is soaked up each day
Close your eyes..go wth the flow each day.
When legs give up each day
Arms need support each day
And eyes tear up each day
Close your eyes...go with the flow each day.
When faith dwindles each day
Trust breaks and shatters each day
And hope glimmers faintly each day
Close your eyes...go with the flow...
Hand HIM your reins, surrender,
hold HIS hand and pray...... each day!! 

@Ruchi Goyal

Friday, October 13, 2017

Deep thoughts in my mind these days

Deep thoughts in my mind these days
At the ways of the world around
What makes them do things they do
Why does so much unrest surround. 
I watch silently observing, digesting...
Interests me more than unsettles me
Human behavior is interesting
So much variety there is to see.
I, me, mine and wants much more
Playing with words, games and emotions
More I watch them, more I learn of
Power plays, egos and created commotions.
Life is short, full of crossroads
Complications and situations unpredictable
Living together in harmony is needed
Why create more pain unforgettable.
I talk often to my beating heart ❤️
Stay calm, stay off and watch the play
Breathe easy, learn and watch things unfold
Soon this would be a thing of another day! 
@Ruchi Goyal

Wednesday, October 11, 2017

And life beyond the ordinary


She lived in her world 
Aloof and alone...
Stuck in a world...
That knew not of her existence
Self inflicted isolation
Or consciously away
From a world of fake smiles
On masked faces....
Few knew she had wings
That could give her a flight
That knows no bounds
Yet life sometimes can clip wings
Keeps you on hold.
Yet she built herself each day
In the confines of the walls
Just stood each day
With a window that opened
Into the vast and limitless sky
She saw an invisible staircase
That took her to the world
Beyond the ordinary
And one day that door shall open
That shall give her a life extraordinary
Till then each day...
She climbs one step at a time
Into a world of self discovery
And life beyond the ordinary. 

@Ruchi Goyal

When they go lower you go higher


When they go lower you go higher
Quoted wise Lady Obama...
Words of wisdom and power said...
Cutting out on life's drama. 
These give wings to our thoughts
Strengthen our belief in ourselves
Listen to the hidden meaning
Coz it leads to soulful delves.
They go lower perhaps to hurt
To kill their guilt, insecurity....
They raise you higher on their own
Shows your heart's purity.
Never stoop but think big
World is your massive shell
Build pearls with impurity thrown
On negative thoughts don't dwell.
Build yourself each day
As so much to learn and give
Move forward while they pull you down
Let go, forget and forgive.

@Ruchi Goyal

Once in a lifetime....


Once in a lifetime....
You meet someone
who accepts all your flaws...
respects and cares unlimited,
Walks your shoes however much they hurt
Holds your tears before they fall
Embraces your fears and troubles
Just like they would hers
Promises the impossible
Yet you know it's meant so genuine
Waits on you for 2 am messages
You can count on every word that's uttered
What's theirs is yours without doubt
Your wish is their command anytime
In return just no demand or expectations
No fear of judgment or misgivings
You breathe in the air they give you
Their share is yours without conflicts
Holding your heart in theirs
Bare your soul anytime you can
Life is easier on their shoulder
Tear soaked they maybe themselves
Hugs , warmth and embrace they still shall
What can we give such relationships
Given by Universe or is karmic connection
Embrace them as they are limited edition
Be unconditional and faithful
If ever there is a misunderstanding
Stay stuck there and do hang on
Coz such bonds are just once in a life time
And bonds just made beyond heaven.

@Ruchi Goyal

Tuesday, October 10, 2017

The kiss.....


The kiss...
It was that moment at last
Which they feared for some time
Every love story....happily ever after 
Was perhaps impossible in this life.
She walked up the steps slowly
He watched her slim figure go...
An ache they both held within
Perhaps afraid to speak any more
Lo...she suddenly stopped and turned
Stream of tears down her cheeks...
He suddenly buckled and held out...
His long arms reaching to hold.
She fell into his massive hug
Incoherent whispers buried in long sobs
Husky whispers met emotions so deep
A language only true lovers speak
He raised her lips to deeply savor
The nectar of her sweet being
They clung, clasped, held and kissed
Never to let go and live alone
A kiss sealed their future together
The steps to separation left unclimbed.

@Ruchi Goyal

Sunday, October 8, 2017

Thank those...


Thank those...
Who hurt you deep
And gave you aches
Thank those....
Who dropped you when need was done
And used you much
Thank those....
Who serve their selfish desires
And had no limits
Thank those....
Who walk away
And laugh at you
Thank those.....
Who found peace in breaking
And building barriers
Thank them coz.....
You learn not to hurt
And never divide
Thank them coz....
They gave you a new path
A sense of self belief
Thank them coz...
They taught you right from wrong
And listen to your inner voice
Thank them coz....
They gave you strength,
To stand alone and not give up
Thank them coz....
You see the divinity
And find supportive hands
Thank them coz....
They found peace in their deeds
And helped you make peace with yours. 

@Ruchi Goyal

Saturday, October 7, 2017

Mother...happy mother's day


Mother.... happy Mother's Day!! 
It's just that one moment 
A girl next door is chosen 
Who turns into a Universe itself
From careless lass herself
A "know all" woman overnight
World changes as her body cried
The 9 months train her forever
Endless haul of life.. complain never.
She feeds, loves and plays
Cries, hugs and nurses
Forgets her sleep and hunger
Just left with a divine hunger
To care, love and give her all
Be there before her babies fall
Endless hours of unconditional care
Giving up her basic need or share
Sleepless nights and restless days
Promised bond and life long phase
Her face reflects the joys and tears
Only what her little one bears
Oh mother... what are you made of
Your loan can't be ever paid off
Iron willed yet heart so tender
Child remains your world and center.
No love can really ever compare
Has power immense to bear
Pain and hurt with a smile
For their love she runs a mile
God sent her as his right hand
To love and care on this land
Lucky are we to be given life
She is a life giver.... there is no strife
We bow to the mums of the world
All the respect and love you earned
Beyond this world and the skies
In your respect we all rise. 

@Ruchi Goyal

Every morning....


Every morning is a reminder from above,
Bloom, blossom, flourish and spread love,
Life's unpredictable and just so unreliable,
Use each moment as each is valuable.

@Ruchi Goyal

Dark deeo eyes....


Dark deep eyes 
A faraway lost look 
That seems to keep searching further
Lips dry and parched 
Quivering now and then 
As she wets them nervously
The calm face but just a mask
That hides a million stories
Emotions and unmet desires
Not many reach for her hand
She holds her own
The reality strikes each moment
She lives no dream
The strength to go on
Despite every odd
Her lean frame can't do justice
To the strength she holds within
Her stories inspiring
Her emotions precious
Yet misunderstood
As she silences her voice
Perhaps her strength is envious
Her tales inspiring
Her journey momentous
Her beauty inside out obvious
She lives a life....quiet and alone
Happy to be able to give
Strength to more souls like her
Quietly.....one at a time.

@Ruchi Goyal

Friday, October 6, 2017

May I violate you?


May I violate you? 
Love is an emotion so deep
Moves far beyond the touch of skin
An emotion that can strum 
Thousand strings of the soul. 
Skin is but just material
The true connection is in soul within
Love is fire that must engulf
Two bodies and maybe one soul.
No demand, no force can touch
The true emotion of love
Soul connection, emotional seeking
A permission to seek much more.
"May I violate you?"
See the emotional rush galore
Love is beyond the Earthly pleasures
Taste heaven now as one soul. 

@Ruchi Goyal

Sew pieces of me together...


Sew pieces of me together
Pieces that fell apart in rush of life 
Pick up each shred with love
Hug them close to cleanse deep
Then kiss them warmly, lovingly
And sew them together with your love
Make me whole again
Use your thread of love
Needle of care and warmth
Make a design so unique
The pieces come together such
Colors vibrant that show off my joy
The seams so tightly sewn
The medley of colors so beautiful
Iron away the creases of the past
Caress the textures of today
Now unfurl it against the blue sky
Drape it around yourself close
Let this design of fate
Uniquely stand apart in time
Let the threads of love hold tight
Never fade nor tear with age
If a stitch comes off in future
Sew me again one more time. 


@Ruchi Goyal

Thursday, October 5, 2017

Breathe one more time....

Breathe one more time....

As you pick up those toys strewn on the floor,
The unfolded newspaper, its edges flipping ready to fly,
The cushions needing you to fluff them back,
The drooping flowers on the table needing your touch....
Just breathe one more time.
As you rush to turn off the overflow in the kitchen,
Running back to pick the rings of the phone,
Then rushing to turn the bath water off from overflow,
Turning to the door to attend the unstoppable rings,
Just breathe one more time.
As you pack a special treat for those relationships ,
Picking up all the little needs of everyone on a day out,
Catering to needs of everyone around and far,
And putting your own needs afar and perhaps last,
Just breathe one more time.
You owe so much more care to your own self first,
Pamper, rest the tired soul and hurting feet,
Shut your eyes, lie down and let the world go by,
Hold your aching heart and sing a love song to it and....
Breathe just one more time. 
@Ruchi Goyal

Hear what I don't say

Hear what I don't say
You say you know me well
You read my eyes
The quirk of my face
The twist of my lips 
Yet I know you have missed much
Much more than you know.
Have you seen behind that curve
That quickly changed
As they notice your voice
Did you see the moistened eyes
That could give away my ache
The throw of my head
Really brushed off and ignored
Your failure to know me well.
Hear what I don't say
Look into my deep eyes
Stop the curve of my lips
Quieten the quirk of my face
Silence my mind and yours.
Do you now see what you missed?
The hastened heartbeats
The unspoken emotions
Are so much louder... beautiful
Just need you to quieten us
And hear what I don't say

@Ruchi Goyal

Walk away....


Walk away...
From thoughts that hurt
Or from hurt memories that haunt. 
Walk away....
From toxic company 
Or places that suck you out.
Walk away....
From where you are not needed
Or from places you feel excluded.
Walk away....
From what doesn't feed your soul
Or doesn't serve its purpose in life.
Walk away.....
When you stop to grow
Or when you feel stagnant.
Walk away.....
When people talk ill
Or when they accuse non stop.
Walk away.....
Because you are beautiful
Or because you care too much.
Walk away.....
For a breath and self discovery
Or ventures that await your arrival.
Walk away.....
To laugh once more
Or to give life a chance once more.